just random stuff that i have
so my name is Andrew. i may be seen around places. i'm kinda hard to miss because of the tube i have coming out of my stomach. but you know, i really don't care about it anymore. if you are gonna hate because of that then you are losing an opportunity to get to know a cool guy. if you ever have anything you'd like to know about me i will answer any question you ask with 100% honesty. so ask away.
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Am i really a free man in this FREE COUNTRY? No i am not
Is this really my life when im NOT IN CONTROL OF IT? No. Its yours because your the one controlling me
Can i really do what i want? only if you approve. so no
or are you going to come into everything i do? when dont you
are you going to let me live how i want to or are you going to not let me go? quite obvious
how will i learn to survive if you dont let me go?i wont be able to
how will i learn to strengthen my faith if you dont let me go? it wouldnt be possiable becaus i wont know how to
how will i be when you finally do let me go? poor, snobbish, stuck up, begger, i dont honestly know. now is the time to back off. now is the time to let me go free and let me be me. its time to let me date who i want and be friends with who i want. you want Mr. Perfect. well you cant get him if you dont let me learn how to be Mr. Perfect. if i start to struggle with my faith then help me ok thats fine. if i dont then dont bother helping with my faith when its staying stable. if you want me to be eagle then you do the work because its turning out to not be my eagle but yours.
please. let me do what i want. please let me be and if you notice im falling then you can help. all i ask is let me learn how to survive in my faith in my strength in just about everything. im looking for jobs. you dont believe it but i am. i am going to be getting the info on getting a permit but you dont believe me. i will be doing what i need and getting what i need and you dont believe a damn part of it.
When will i be able to make my own desicions. and when will you not butt in on everything i want to do and find all the bad… ugh
Ugh. Day started out great was gonna be an amazing day. Thanks Kavanaugh for turning it around. Todays gonna suck :p
Wish me luck
Gonna tel that cute boy that i really like him. The same things been running through my mind soo much.
Woke up hoping it was time :p this is gonna be a long night. :p ugh i wanna say right now :p i wish i could. Ive had one thing running through my head and i love it. Please let it be true :)
soo happy right now. my heart speeds up and is just a thumpin away right now :3 i think i can do this :) no scratch that. i know i can :) :3 gawd im soo happy right now i wanna be his soo much.
just had a talk with mom. it was different. but o well. i finally got the strength to say now just to put to action. thank you matt :) :) <3
